WELL MY OLD LADIES BEST FRIEND IS BACK AT IT AGAIN. HER CAR STOPPED WORKING AGAIN AND NOW SHE IS THINKING I CAN BE HER PERSONNAL CAB SERVICE.
SHE HAS TWO JOBS AND WANTS ME TO PICK HER UP AND DROP HER OFF FOR BOTH, I ALREADY PICK UP MY SON TO AND FROM SCHOOL AND MY WIFE FROM WORK. I REALLY AM A CAB DRIVER AND IT IS WEARING ME OUT.
HER FRIEND AT LEAST GIVES US A COUPLE DOLLARS FOR GAS BUT IT DOSEN'T MAKE UP FOR THE INCONVIENCE. AND IM A WHOLE LOT CHEAPER THAN A CAB.
ENOUGH ABOUT THAT SHIT I HAVE TO BE READY TO PICK HER UP AT 3 AM.
JUST FEELING DOWN IN GENERAL TODAY, GOTTA GET A MEETING WITH MY PSYCHIITRIST
SOOON NEED TO RESET MY MEDS AGAIN. MY SONS FIRST DAY BACK AT SCHOOL BUT THE WIFE WAS OFF SO I COULDN'T RELAX LIKE I DO WHEN THEY ARE BOTH GONE. WELL MABYE TOMORROW.
SOMETIMES I DON'T THINK THAT THIS JOURNAL IS SUCH A GOOD IDEA IT JUST REMINDS ME OF THE CRAP OF THE DAY OTHER DAYS IT REMINDS ME HOW GOOD IT WAS . TODAY IS ONE OF THOSE CRAP DAYS AND HOW MUCH I WISH THIS WHOLE HEALTH SHIT WAS GONE AND I WAS JUST 20 YEARS OLD STARTING OVER AGAIN. THINGS WOULD BE SO MUCH DIFERENT.
F... IT TEN MORE MG OF DIAZAPAM AND IN 15 MIN I WON'T GIVE A SHIT ANY MORE.
SHE HAS TWO JOBS AND WANTS ME TO PICK HER UP AND DROP HER OFF FOR BOTH, I ALREADY PICK UP MY SON TO AND FROM SCHOOL AND MY WIFE FROM WORK. I REALLY AM A CAB DRIVER AND IT IS WEARING ME OUT.
HER FRIEND AT LEAST GIVES US A COUPLE DOLLARS FOR GAS BUT IT DOSEN'T MAKE UP FOR THE INCONVIENCE. AND IM A WHOLE LOT CHEAPER THAN A CAB.
ENOUGH ABOUT THAT SHIT I HAVE TO BE READY TO PICK HER UP AT 3 AM.
JUST FEELING DOWN IN GENERAL TODAY, GOTTA GET A MEETING WITH MY PSYCHIITRIST
SOOON NEED TO RESET MY MEDS AGAIN. MY SONS FIRST DAY BACK AT SCHOOL BUT THE WIFE WAS OFF SO I COULDN'T RELAX LIKE I DO WHEN THEY ARE BOTH GONE. WELL MABYE TOMORROW.
SOMETIMES I DON'T THINK THAT THIS JOURNAL IS SUCH A GOOD IDEA IT JUST REMINDS ME OF THE CRAP OF THE DAY OTHER DAYS IT REMINDS ME HOW GOOD IT WAS . TODAY IS ONE OF THOSE CRAP DAYS AND HOW MUCH I WISH THIS WHOLE HEALTH SHIT WAS GONE AND I WAS JUST 20 YEARS OLD STARTING OVER AGAIN. THINGS WOULD BE SO MUCH DIFERENT.
F... IT TEN MORE MG OF DIAZAPAM AND IN 15 MIN I WON'T GIVE A SHIT ANY MORE.
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Hang in there! I wouldn\'t be 20 yrs. old again for anything-- I\'m just glad I only had to live through that once!
Hang in there! I wouldn\'t be 20 yrs. old again for anything-- I\'m just glad I only had to live through that once!
How did I send that twice? Apparently, 34 is too much for me, too...
Im pretty close to twenty, and trust me brother, it aint all that grand. Im going through the same crap your going through day in and day out. But we\'ll get through it. We may have it all our lives, but that doesnt mean we have to suffer all our lives, there has got to be a treatment combination that works we just have to find it.