Wow

Well, I can't believe its been 3 years almost since I've been on this site.  I can't believe its been that long since I started my medications. Wow. Its been a long time since I've realized this disorder, but yet it still feels so new to me.  I still don't understand it.  Perhaps I never will.  The medication is stabalizing some things, but I'm so bad at remembering to take the pills that my life turns out more of a roller coaster than if I just stay off the meds.  Life is better with them, but daily routines just aren't my thing. I'm not sure what to do, I've tried everything. I've set alarms, I carry them with me so I always have them no matter where I am when its time to take them, I've set them in a place I always look at so I don't forget... still I manage to forget them. I don't know.