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I am so in control. I feel so great and in charge of my own life. but then i suddenly get depressed. I know i'm not in control, i know that in all actuality I am far out of control and i am a captive to my own emotions. i know i'm not really as good as I think I am. i know i am just manic. i can never be normal and i can never just feel good. it's all fuckin' fake and i'm so fuckin' sick of it.