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not sure what i'm feeling. i'm very frustrated. i want to drive around and just listen to music. i really really really want to drive. i also feel like typing. i wish i could type and drive at the same time. i don't really have anything to type so i'm just rambling to keep myself happy. but i'm getting mad at myself because i have to keep using the backspace button and when i try to hit it i accidentally push the = sign. and i'm using a laptop with a delay so i'll keep pushing the backspace button until i erase what i need to and end up erasing half a sentence. anyway, i'm living with my husband and his other wife and right now i'm feeling way out of proportion and just want to curl up with her and sleep. she's not a touchy feely kind of person and i can barely get a hug out of her. i can't even do that with my man right now becaue his kids don't know the extent of our relationship yet and i don't want them to see us together like that. so i feel very alone.