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well, i think i'm getting used to the medicine.  it made me gain 6 lbs  already and it's only been one week. but i go back on the 10th and the doc already said if i am gaining weight i'll be put on something else.  besides the weight i'm having headaches. anyway, i feel a little better since i just got some new cds. i went to just find some new music and ended up buying 6 cd's and a Frosty. Now i'm pissed because I can't listen to them all at once. How the fuck am I supposed to decide which one to listen to??? Now I'm listening to staind and the songs are taking too long, but i fuckin' love them. I bought three christian cd's and i'm not even christian. just because i used to really love the band when i was a christian.... hmmmmmm...mania???? sure as fuck feels like it.  i wish i didn't have a name for it because then i wouldn't feel wrong.