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i'm so confused. i won't have these moods anymore... i won't have these thoughts. it's like i'm going to have to totally learn how to live again. i won't cry at billboards... i won't get irritated at nothing because everyone around me is too slow... no more tears for something i can't figure out... i know it won't happen immediately, but when it does even out my life will be totally different. i've learned to live with and work around my symptoms... a symptom free life... what's that? it always seemed impossible.