I was so happy, but life hates that. I let go so far, and enjoyed being with you. You ripped that away and showed your real colours. I feel sick to the pit of my stomach. I can hardly breathe latly. I'm not upset that we have broke up. I'm betrayed. U liked me, but you still kiss other girls infront of me, then sy oh love u babe, you sy stuff 2 other girls that you sed to me. N i was stupid enough to belive you. Y say i'm beautiful when you don't like anymore, and I can't get over the way you treated me. You sed calmly you dont have feelings 4 me anymore, you sed it calmly i can't belive it like it was somat insignificant, n like you had much better things 2 b doing. and i had 2 find out by foning u, u couldn't do the decent thing and tell me yourself.  I feel empty, I feel alone, n Yh i had a drink, and self harmed, c wt ur doin 2 me, I can't take all the pain anymore, nothing is going to help me, You poisioned me, and you r in every dream I have n you plague me all day and night when I'm awake. I wish you would just go away, or better still i would not exist anymore.