I've got so used to carrying on, and not showing how i really feel, and this has had a terrible effect on me, and i don't know what to do anymore. Relationships have jus caused me to withdraw more into myself, and people give up, cuz i'm so withdrwn n neva show who i really am. But i can't show people, because i refuse to get walked all over by people, and i refuse gettin hurt anymore, unfortunally wit no being me 4 the long period that i have been, has come complete hurt, and agony, but i nd the question wt should i do now answered by myself, but i cant seem 2 answer i'm out of all ideas on wt to do.