Pissed.
Just wrote a good update journal to follow up from my last one....and I delted it some how.
So fuck it.
Not writing it all again.
Had a pretty good day yesterday. Dad said to me, "I just need to tell you that you are looking thin. I won't go on and on, but I want you to know that I do notice." I told him I apprecaited him saying that and that I do need to talk to him about that and some other things, but I needed more time to formulate everything first. He understood and I told him that I would talk to him this week. I felt better afterwards and more confident that I can talk to him about it.
Even with my whining and wanting Joanna to talk to him without me- these are the times I wish i was under 18 and she would do it....I knew even when writing it that she wouldn't. Yes, she would say he could come in for a session, but I know she would never just talk to him. She's not stupid.
I have had an ensure/boost/enlive each day since Wednesday :)
I bought my wedding dress shoes!!
Here is the link:
http://www.lordandtaylor.com/eng/Shoes-sandals-TStraps-_Know_Way__Satin_T_Strap_Shoes-lordandtaylor/52588
in the pewter satin color!!!!!!! They were the first shoes I saw- tried them on. They fit. 20% coupon. Purchased!
Just wrote a good update journal to follow up from my last one....and I delted it some how.
So fuck it.
Not writing it all again.
Had a pretty good day yesterday. Dad said to me, "I just need to tell you that you are looking thin. I won't go on and on, but I want you to know that I do notice." I told him I apprecaited him saying that and that I do need to talk to him about that and some other things, but I needed more time to formulate everything first. He understood and I told him that I would talk to him this week. I felt better afterwards and more confident that I can talk to him about it.
Even with my whining and wanting Joanna to talk to him without me- these are the times I wish i was under 18 and she would do it....I knew even when writing it that she wouldn't. Yes, she would say he could come in for a session, but I know she would never just talk to him. She's not stupid.
I have had an ensure/boost/enlive each day since Wednesday :)
I bought my wedding dress shoes!!
Here is the link:
http://www.lordandtaylor.com/eng/Shoes-sandals-TStraps-_Know_Way__Satin_T_Strap_Shoes-lordandtaylor/52588
in the pewter satin color!!!!!!! They were the first shoes I saw- tried them on. They fit. 20% coupon. Purchased!
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Wow the shoes are beautiful. I love them.
And you are so lucky your dad is talking to him so easy for you. What a guy. Good job on the ensure.
so happy dad brought up the topic of how you are looking without being demeaning and you now feel ok to talk with him, he sounds like a great dad. way to go on the ensure, i knew you could do it. those are gorgeous shoes!! you must be thrilled
Talked to my dad! Went well!
Had my appt with my dietitian today! Gained most of the weight I had lost back! GO ME GO!