Having a really hard, bad, difficult day.
Wanting to disappear.
Really want to hurt myself.
Want to purge. I need to feel pain. Some how. Some where. Some thing.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Sorry I didn\'t catch that yesterday. When you have days like that you need to plan out every minute so you don\'t have the time to self destruct. I wonder what brought that on. You sounded so good on wednesday. How did your appointment with jill go?
tuxedomck
tuxedomck

That went fine. Maintained. Still under range but have maintained for 3 weeks now
ann54
ann54

hun, whats wrong, what happened. please find ways to do other things to get your mind off si and purging. i am happy you haent lost anymore weight, you cant afford to. hugss