Tomorrow is our 2 year anniversary! Holy shit time flies!!
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Everything is going pretty shitty. Emotional wreck. Joanna said she is worried and I haven't acted like this since before going into the hospital the FIRST time, which is scary.
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Everything is going pretty shitty. Emotional wreck. Joanna said she is worried and I haven't acted like this since before going into the hospital the FIRST time, which is scary.
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Happy anniversary even though it doesn\'t sound all that happy of a time and I don\'t remember you and carlos having much fun in the past months. Have you ever thought off skipping the wedding, paying of bills and maybe easing the situation at home that way. I know a wedding is every girl\'s dream but I didn\'t have one and still have a great marriage. I don\'t know where all this is coming from Steff but I just see you in a hospital and not in a wedding gown anytime soon. Sorry for being so mean.
sadly, you dont sound to happy and so man problems with carlos, despite it being 2 yrs, lately he is much worse.that is terrible news about how you are doing, do you want to go back to ip? you appear to want to. you had been doing good, sticking with the meal plan, but lately it has all gone downhill. any special reason why? do you not care anymore? take it from one who had a lousy wedding due to family major problems, it isnt all its cracked up to be, all the wedding planning and stress. i hope you can see clearer and get healthy.
I will have a wedding and I will be in that fucking gown.
we went ice skating last night (quite the sight...i\'m not the most beautiful thing balancing on two blades) then went out to a wine bar. It was nice. I think we just need to go out and do things together more often.
It will all be fine.