haven't been on for a while.
very busy.
beyond obsessed with finding a job, place to live, etc. it's bad.
weight dropped and I actually scared me because it's only 2 pounds away from what I weighed when I went into the hospital this summer. but no one has noticed- minus my dietitian.
got bit really badly by a hamster last night- finger is swollen and black and blue.
crazy busy week a head.
don't feel like writing.
just don't care.
very busy.
beyond obsessed with finding a job, place to live, etc. it's bad.
weight dropped and I actually scared me because it's only 2 pounds away from what I weighed when I went into the hospital this summer. but no one has noticed- minus my dietitian.
got bit really badly by a hamster last night- finger is swollen and black and blue.
crazy busy week a head.
don't feel like writing.
just don't care.
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Come on huni, try and turn this around, find something positive to focus on. I am sorry you are struggling so much right now. I know you are strong and determined though so please please try to be strong and don\'t let things slip further downhill xx
Come on huni, try and turn this around, find something positive to focus on. I am sorry you are struggling so much right now. I know you are strong and determined though so please please try to be strong and don\'t let things slip further downhill xx
steph, you sound like your in a bad place and im sorry. i must of missed something, what happened to your petsmart job, and where you were living? i havent been getting emails about journal updates. i am very worried about you, you dont want to end up in ip again, i know you dont. you must try and get back your tools that will help you get back on track. that bite sounds nasty, are you going to have it looked at, are you up to date with your tetanus? you may not care rigth now, but i and many others care very much. many huggs and support.
im still at petsmart- but im being pressured to get a FT real job.
our lease ends in april (yes i know its far away but i obsess a lot and very prematruely) and we need someplace much cheaper.
and $$ is tough
You know I completely understand the stress and obsession to get things done NOW. I\'m the same way. Taking it slow drives me nuts.
But do you really think nobody but your nutritionist notices your weight loss. Are you really scared or happy? Be honest with yourself Steff. And think what another hospital stay will do to your plans.