Today starts the countdown. 365 days until our wedding :)
Again today I spent the morning trying to figure out jobs etc. I spoke with the owner of the pet walking company i work for, and she gave me a lot of really good information on how she got started. she was in a very similar situation as me! It was really helpful. At the end she said that since the company has grown so much she may hvae to hire someone to do the marketing for them and that i should think about it. that was so nice to hear :)
Then called the manager from PetSmart where I worked for two months last year before going into Sheppard Pratt. I figured he wouldn't remember me, but when he said my name he got really excited and said he almost called me last week to see if I could come back and work! how ironic! I then told him that I was calling to see if he had anyh openings and what I would have to do to start there again. He told me to let him know the day i wanted to start and I can start then! He said that they are understaffed and that my phone call was a blessing!
Saw joanna. Talked about numerous things. Monday night, yesterday with Jill, Carlos being a pain in my fucking ass and being too demanding, my sister, jobs....so much.
wented to the support group at Reflections tonight....hated it. not going back. ther were some HS girls that were very annoying. One decided to say how she had been using laxatives for the past 2 months and last wednesday night too way too many and so couldn't go to school thursday or friday. then sunday cut herself so she had to go to the hospital to get stitches and didnt go to school at all this week. She was giggling the whole time she said this. So I asked, "why in the world are you laughing? Is this a joke to you?" She came up with some bullshit reason and said that her therapist was trying to help her for the past 1 1/2 weeks since she told her therapist but it hasn't helped. So I asked, "have you been working with your therapist? or are you just expecting something to magically happen. your therapist cant help you if you arent tryig." and the room got silent. ya...lol. a friend i have went with me and afterwards she said to me, "so i assume youre not going back from your expressions during the group." haha so true. my facial expressions speak 1000 words. hah
bed time. so exhausted.
Again today I spent the morning trying to figure out jobs etc. I spoke with the owner of the pet walking company i work for, and she gave me a lot of really good information on how she got started. she was in a very similar situation as me! It was really helpful. At the end she said that since the company has grown so much she may hvae to hire someone to do the marketing for them and that i should think about it. that was so nice to hear :)
Then called the manager from PetSmart where I worked for two months last year before going into Sheppard Pratt. I figured he wouldn't remember me, but when he said my name he got really excited and said he almost called me last week to see if I could come back and work! how ironic! I then told him that I was calling to see if he had anyh openings and what I would have to do to start there again. He told me to let him know the day i wanted to start and I can start then! He said that they are understaffed and that my phone call was a blessing!
Saw joanna. Talked about numerous things. Monday night, yesterday with Jill, Carlos being a pain in my fucking ass and being too demanding, my sister, jobs....so much.
wented to the support group at Reflections tonight....hated it. not going back. ther were some HS girls that were very annoying. One decided to say how she had been using laxatives for the past 2 months and last wednesday night too way too many and so couldn't go to school thursday or friday. then sunday cut herself so she had to go to the hospital to get stitches and didnt go to school at all this week. She was giggling the whole time she said this. So I asked, "why in the world are you laughing? Is this a joke to you?" She came up with some bullshit reason and said that her therapist was trying to help her for the past 1 1/2 weeks since she told her therapist but it hasn't helped. So I asked, "have you been working with your therapist? or are you just expecting something to magically happen. your therapist cant help you if you arent tryig." and the room got silent. ya...lol. a friend i have went with me and afterwards she said to me, "so i assume youre not going back from your expressions during the group." haha so true. my facial expressions speak 1000 words. hah
bed time. so exhausted.
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lots of news. see how you are wanted, petsmat going to call you and you called and have a job offer, are you going to take it? so happy that the owner of dog walking told you good advice and that she also hinted at a job for you, stand tall and proud! carlos is definetly in a bad place with you right now, you dont need that shit. he should be supportive esp. now that you are working so hard at recovery and planning your future. wow, what a way to go with the support group. that girl is so in denial and she needs serious help. they shouldnt allow those things to be said, it is not the forum for it at all. they should of stopped her right away. great job in speaking up and saying the truth, you likely helped many others, even if she isnt in the place to hear it. kudos!! love and hugss
Well the job search for right now and your future seems to be going perfect. That is really awesome. Wow I wouldn\'t want to be in that group. They would probably have to arrest me after I slap some people silly. Unless every members is recovery oriented it\'s a waste of time and bad for you. So you are right, don\'t go back there.
So in 365 days you\'re gonna marry the pain in your fucking ass, how romantic. Maybe somebody less annoying can stand in for him, lol.
How are you coping with the supplement?