Thursday

Two days left and I am on my way to Arizona.  Although I am looking forward to being there I am not looking forward to the 13 hour drive.  I am of course, already stressing about the drive and having little waves of anxiety but what else is new right?
Everything has felt very up and down this week.  He came over last night and looked at the sprinklers that needed adjusting and a couple other little things and had dinner and stayed. Drinking Ice tea at my house of course.
He seems sad but says he is just tired.  My boss had been in a really bad mood again..the one eyed nazi has returned.  I thought she was going to fire me on Monday...that is part of my drama too.  I could feel the last few days her claws were out for sure.  I am sure it is hard to work knowing you are basically blind in one eye and I try to be sympathetic but when she starts taking it out on me I get pissed. 
I was thinking about just packing my shit and leaving everything by Monday afternoon.  Of course I would not get far without a job lol...but it's a nice thought.