Sunday...

I am not sure whether it's a relief to be finally to Sunday or a dread that following sunday is Monday...ugh...I reallllyy don't want to go back to work.  I think He can tell he is on thin ice with me..  I have had a week away making my own decisions...I am not sure he likes that...now as he tries to make decisions for me it is irritating the shit out of me.  He has been super sweet while we are here..but this morning I am a bitch with a capital B.  I absolutely hate being in a hotel and sleeping with the blackout curtains closed.  I am a sun girl..the light wakes me up and if I stay in the dark I feel super groggy...I kept thinking the sun had to come up sooner or later...I figured I was just still on east coast time...nope the drapes were completely closed.  so now I am already pissy.  He jumps in the shower and I start thinking about how late it already is...7am.  I could have got up and been writing in my journal or tried out the fitness room here at the hotel...or we could have left early so I can get home in time to pick up my Remi today.   I decide I don't need to shower this morning since we are only driving home.  He comes out and says...You aren't taking a shower?? I say nope..just want to get going...he says why?  we aren't going home yet.  I don't say a word and instead go sit on the bed until he's out of my way to get to my   long sleeve shirt..it's brisk out this morning.  I think he can feel I am on the edge of blowing up.  I kind of liked doing what I wanted to do this week even though the circumstances sucked.  Did I mention I am a bitch this morning ?  LOL  Time to pack up the car and hit the road...I wish I could get home in time to get Remi today...It's been a long week without her.  Santa Barbara has been absolutely beautiful though.  The weather has been perfect.  Even when we were out by the water I was not too cold.  HE was telling the kids how when he was little he thought the trees on the top of the mountains were indians coming to get him...the kids think he's a dork lol  OK...on the road again.