Because it's raining where I'm at. I LOVE rainy days, Love thunderstorms..M and I's first days together were spent during a rainy, thundery week almost a year ago. Gloomy days and humid nights remind me of him. On top of that, we spend most rainy days in bed because it's the only time he gets off from work since he's in construction. So I know that today he is home, he is not working, which means that he has plenty of time on his hands and he's STILL not thinking of picking up his phone and calling me. This makes my urge to call him that much stronger.
What is so screwed up about all this is that we never really broke up. The last words he said to me were 'don't ask me to do anything this weekend because I'll be busy just like you're too busy to do me this favor today' . To which I responded 'don't worry' . This was last Thursday. Not a word since.
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