I keep getting these flashbacks of tiny little moments that really, were HUGE moments I should have paid closer attention to. Like one time not long ago, I sent M a picture msg of my son. He didn't respond to it. He later told me that he meant to answer but was on a call and then forgot. I let that go. That incident in particular stands out the most because it concerns my son. Mess with me, A-hole, but don't mess with my son! God, it infuriates me.
Then another time a few weeks ago, I sent him a text. I was very upset because my son's father didn't show up to his very first soccer practice. I was livid and thought i woudl get some comfort from my bf who's always come to my son's defense when it concerned his deadbeat father. he didn't respond to that msg either. Then too, he was in the middle of something and then forgot. I can't ever forget things like that. And I think that even if we woudl try again and things would be perfect, i would always resent him for those things.

I have alot to consider. Or maybe nothing at all. this should be a no-brainer. Open-shut case. Geez...