Women who Love too Much Community Group
WHEN BEING IN LOVE, MEANS BEING IN PAIN... This group is to help women through the journey of realizing they can love themselves. To help realize that they are capable of having a happy, healthy, whole relationship and break the cycle of abuse and heartache from loving emotionally unavailable men.
Yep, he did it. It's been 3 months 6 days. He sent me a text msg (he didn't have a cell phone before today) and this is what he says:
Him--hey
Him--are you there
Me I respond when I see it about 30 min later---Who's this? ( I recognized the area code but not the number)
He responds back asap --Douchbag do u want to talk?
Me---I'm nervous, stomach gets in knots and I'm starting to feel sick. I don't reply.
Him--I got a cell phone today for clinicals
Me--still don't reply....
Him--so u still can't talk to me... not evem a y or n (yes it's evem)
Me----still don't reply.
He calls a few minutes later, I ignore. It goes to voice mail and no I haven't listened to it. That was 6 hours ago now. I am tempted to listen but not enough to really listen to it. Now the funny part is about this if you haven't already seen my journal. I put it all out there this morning. Almost everything I can think of that I've gone thru with him in the 9 year relationship. This morning!!!!!!!!!! I was at the Hard Rock Casino in Tulsa when he sent me those msgs and called and I wasn't about to let that douchbag ruin my time (even tho I was alone) less than 30 minutes later I hit a 1k jackpot. Having a blast I ended up staying til almost 8 pm from 3:45 when he first started texting me and on my way out the door I hit another jackpot. I walked away today with over 2k in money I didn't have. I'm giving myself a pat on the back and I am taking in consideration of my winnings as the Higher Power telling me I'm doing the right thing. I am being kind of ridiculous I know but I am flying high at the moment. Just thought I would share my little story :)
Hope everyone had a fabulous Sunday!!!
Him--hey
Him--are you there
Me I respond when I see it about 30 min later---Who's this? ( I recognized the area code but not the number)
He responds back asap --Douchbag do u want to talk?
Me---I'm nervous, stomach gets in knots and I'm starting to feel sick. I don't reply.
Him--I got a cell phone today for clinicals
Me--still don't reply....
Him--so u still can't talk to me... not evem a y or n (yes it's evem)
Me----still don't reply.
He calls a few minutes later, I ignore. It goes to voice mail and no I haven't listened to it. That was 6 hours ago now. I am tempted to listen but not enough to really listen to it. Now the funny part is about this if you haven't already seen my journal. I put it all out there this morning. Almost everything I can think of that I've gone thru with him in the 9 year relationship. This morning!!!!!!!!!! I was at the Hard Rock Casino in Tulsa when he sent me those msgs and called and I wasn't about to let that douchbag ruin my time (even tho I was alone) less than 30 minutes later I hit a 1k jackpot. Having a blast I ended up staying til almost 8 pm from 3:45 when he first started texting me and on my way out the door I hit another jackpot. I walked away today with over 2k in money I didn't have. I'm giving myself a pat on the back and I am taking in consideration of my winnings as the Higher Power telling me I'm doing the right thing. I am being kind of ridiculous I know but I am flying high at the moment. Just thought I would share my little story :)
Hope everyone had a fabulous Sunday!!!
And congratulations on your winnings.
That is a very wild story! WOW!
I'll have to think about that. But today I went out and spent some of the winnings on groceries and stuff. Nothing too personal, yet. I was thinking a massage or something. Will figure something out to do for myself.
I'll have to think about that. But today I went out and spent some of the winnings on groceries and stuff. Nothing too personal, yet. I was thinking a massage or something. Will figure something out to do for myself.