Yesterday was and eventful day to say the least. Lack of sleep never helps. My mind is doing crap it's never done. Can't get organized. I am a terrible procrastinator anyway, but this was rediculous. I was sitting here thinking of what I needed to do for the day. I need to pay the light bill. I hear something outside the house. It's the electric department shutting off my power. Guess I paid the gas company twice and not the electric company. No the guy wouldn't take a check so off I go. The electric department wouldn't take a check either. So I head for the bank to take cash out and back to the utilites dept. And my phone is dead and the pups chewed through my charger cord, so I could'nt call anyone and didn't have power to charge it anyway. Ok, I will be without power till later so I take my husband's truck in to tire company. Have had front two tires losing air for far too long. Well of course one is ruined so had to buy another one, the other one they could repair. But on my way the heat gage is sending a warning. So I pick up another charger and I head home ever so gently and fill radiator with aniti freeze. The power was back on when I arrived and I just sat down a balled likke a baby. My brain is non functioning, And I miss him so. But I have lights again. I need to get my poop in a group. I can laugh about it now, but it's just a reminder of how lonely life is without him. And nothing can ever happen individually, it all just comes dumping at the same time. So today I want no drama!!! Hugs and Love to all, Michele