I have been absent from here for a long time because my computer freezes up every time I try to use this site. Today it seems to be working and I am saddened by so many new pwople here. Saddened because it means that there are a lot more hurting people out there now.
This journey we are on is a rough and rocky one, and I know that we would not wish it on anyone...
I hope that all of you newbies here will find this site as helpful as I have. It helps to know that you oare not the only one feeling these strange things and having these strange thoughts and experiences.
It will be three and a half years for me on the 19, since my husband moved on to Heaven and I still miss him every day, but it is not at all like the horrible all consuming pain I felt at first. So I want to encourage you that, even though this is probably the worst thing you have ever been through, it does get better, little by little. You can make it through! There are lots of folks here who care and understand!