Sorry for your loss. Just try and hang in there. My husband died 8/2016 and I am having a hard time most days. I think if I had a job I would feel a little better. I am having problems sleeping now didn't sleep at all last night. I have been praying and talking to God just to get me through moments by moments each day. God loves us and that is what I lean on. Family come and go but God is there always. There is this book called "Jesus Calling" by Sarah Young it is a daily devotional book and it seems like everyday I read it it is speaking directly to me. I wish you peace. Stay strong even though that is hard to do. Hugs

Its been 8 months since I lost my husband to Colon Cancer. I miss him so much ,we were married 23 years. He was my best friend. I feel so empty. it's all I can do is to get out ofor bed.

It's been 3 years for me since my husband succumbed to cancer.
The firsts are difficult, a lady who was already widowed suggested to have something planned for the day so I wouldn't be alone the entire time.
Each day will come, each day will end..
Some days are bearable, some days are not..
We each grieve in our own particular way
We can gain strength from our accomplishments..big & small.
It's baby steps, giving ourselves credit when credit is due.
If it's getting out of bed, dressing, eating... those are all positive steps
Reflect on something good for the day, accentuate that
I also have "Jesus is Calling", it is very beneficial helping us to cope with our challenges.
"God celebrates you every single day"
jdp

Sorry for your loss. I lost my husband at age 36 on 12/15/16 due to massive heart attack as well. He wasn't conscious but I was telling him We loved him as I did chest compressions till the paramedics arrived. I understand your pain all losses hurt but sudden death for me has been much harder to deal with because it just came out of no where. Many prayers for you.

I am very sorry for your loss, I lost my sweet husband too very suddenly going on 6 months the end of this month, I am with you and I understand what you're saying, I can't believe he is gone. His birthday was just a couple of weeks after he passed and our whole family got together to celebrate him. I agree that it is good to schedule something but have a plan "b" if things feel wrong for you. We need to take care of ourselves. I find it quite remarkable how much a person can cry, I have shed so many tears. I bet the "Jesus is Calling" book might be good too.

I have days such as that. The last week has been like this for me full of anxiety. it is coming up on the first year of his death. I am starting to think he isn't ever coming back now a bit more..somedays I am allright not happy but am ok..and then all of a sudden I am feeling so afraid,sad,hopeless..missing his smile his arms around me his voice..and i am not sure if i can make it another second. My Adult children have been making it bearable,but they are grieving as well..this is all so scary without him and so lonely. Everyone says find something you like to do.The think is I am getting to be full of anxiety right now so i can't see me able to help anyone when i feel this way..

I'm so sorry for you loss. I lost my husband suddenly too 3 1/2 months ago. I setup a alter with his picture a candle, a cross , some rocks. and shells. It comforts me. I write to him in my journal and take things one day at a time. I pray all the time. Peace and hugs.