2 months since Mark passed. I've watched a LOTTT of you tube videos of nde's. Since then. And played (over & over) I know you rider, everybody hurts by REM, and I am not alone by Kari Jobe....I felt him today...he led me to a testimony that gave me a peace, assurance that his spirit was with me that morning as I was getting ready to leave my house, getting the back door locked and in my car . He was hovering there as I found my thoughts flooded with the song he ALWAYS sang to me, found myself singing it repeatedly, and ding! Realizing! saying aloud "This is Marks song! I need to pray for Mark!" (not specifically knowing what to pray for him for) I simply prayed for salvation for Mark...In jumped my 8 year old grandson and away we went! I prayed fervently that he made it to heaven. Then very early, on feb.8th I found myself in a terrifically real and beautiful dream. I was out in the middle of the biggest most beautiful blue sky....everywhere horizon to horizon! I could feel the exhilaration of the air on my face....then in my vision is a big round smoke stack. Out of the top starts a rich silky black , like liquid velvet smoke, mini billows working a thin trail up up up in the sky....I followed all the way then, suddenly after curving to the left , came to an end .....then just passed where it ended Appeared the sepia toned silouette of a man (mark) riding away from the trail...He rode a ways, then danced himself off his bike like he always did, put the kickstand down on his sepia toned bicycle and turned, smiling ,happy in a patch of sepia toned flowers....then BOOM! I INSTANTLY woke up, and knew GOD gave me the dream.