I am sorry for your pain and understand the suffering you struggle with. I also found writing in my private paper journal helpful, just to put my feelings into words.
Holding on to his things is normal at the time frame you are at. Yet so is letting them go. You see everything is normal, yet, nothing is normal in grief. It's about how you feel and how you react to those feelings. If keeping something gives you comfort or a source of having him that's what you need to do.
You are number 1 now and your feelings are the priority. Take small steps on better days or when you are able and know that you are not alone. Sharon

Thanks everyone. I am getting rid of some of his hobby things and tools that I cant or wont use. I found a book today that was our plan for the model train layout we were going to have in the basement. I think he wanted me to see that to bring me some comfort and a chuckle at the name we chose. I love and miss him so much!!!!

Fellow from our train club was here again today do help me with all his stuff. He will sell it for me so I dont have to deal with that part.
I am sad today knowing that he left me forever one month ago but I also know he wouldn't want me to stop living. I just need to figure out how to honor his memory and continue living.