So... think I'm either a little crazy, obsessed,or both but I'm sure Bill is connecting to me through a hummingbird that visits our feeder on a VERY regular basis. Before Bill died, we would always have our dinner on our 3 season back porch and watch for the hummingbird. Bill loved watching him come and hover around. A couple of days after he died, I put the feeder up and about 5 minutes later, a bird came to feed. This was about 11:00 am and although I had never paid too much attention to it before, I couldn't recall seeing it that early. From there on, he would visit almost everytime I'd be out there. So, here's where the craziness comes in. It seemed he would come around at my worse times, hover, eat and fly off. I had a wedding to attend shortly after he died that we were both looking forward to very much, but under the circumstances, I did not want to go. So, out loud, I said "honey, if you want me to go, send the hummingbird within 10 minutes. Well, 5 minutes later, there he was. SInce then, it seems he shows up at least once every time I'm out there. On more than one occasion, I've set timelines and asked him to send the bird if he was watching over me, if he was happy, if he wanted me to be happy, etc. and each time, the bird appeared within the time I set. Sunday night, I got home around 8:30 and figured since it was so late and storming, I wouldn't see him...well, guess what...he showed up and flitted around, like he was putting on a show for me to cheer me up and he came back about 5 times in about a 20 minute period even though it was lightening, thundering, raining, and windy. I've seen him as late as 9:15. I'm starting to worry about myself for putting so much faith in this being my connection to him & God.

Has anyone else had anything like this happen or am I losing my mind and reading too much into this?