I have cancer
I had to have a lung biopsy, and I have cancer. A very rare form that doesn't have any standard treatment. There just isn't a lot of case history for this. It is epithelioid hemangio endothelioma. The cancer support group doesn't talk every day. I can understand why. I'm waiting for the oncologist to call back for an appointment, and will hear in the next few days. Who knew. Ha!
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decided to wash the windows today. my late wife and i washed windows together at this little old house at the beach for 20 yrs. she did inside as she was afraid of the outside florida bugs. today i was lloking through the empty window panes , and i imagined seeing her pretty face looking back at me, pointing out my missed spots. didnt know whether to laugh or cry, did some of both
I was looking for my wifes birth certificate for the beaurocrats, and came across her baby pictures. This sent me for major drop, which affected me in degree similar to the day she died. It was a totally crushing experience rendering my heart, mind, and soul into a bowl of jelly. I'm right back where I started. This is a nightmare.
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