That sounds like an exceptionally fine and relaxing evening. Personally, I am going to be checking up on the virtual aquarium I have on facebook. I haven't been feeding the virtual fish because I want to see what happens to the tank. So far the fish disappeared and the tank is covered with green algae. I neglected my virtual farm and virtual restaurant too. Maybe I will see what they are up to.

I am glad that you had a good evening.

TjaneBC

Tim, glad to hear that you were able to get out with your son & join family & have some enjoyable moments. Hopefully those moments of waking up with a sense of dread will ease up. I can remember them only too well. It was all I could do to drag myself out of bed & go to work each day. Looking back, it was the best thing I could do at the time - it kept my mind busy. I hope you and your sons are able to find the strength & comfort you need. CHERI

Tim, I'm so glad you and your son had a relaxing evening with your family. Those good moments do come more often as time goes by and the sense of dread does ease. Take care, Sandra

Tim-
Sounds like a perfect evening--I love John Mayer Trio---was listening to that while running tonight. I really enjoy when I get some one-on-one time with one of my kids and I'm sure your son enjoyed it, too. I feel so bad for my kids not having Jeff around, but we have gotten very good at supporting one another. Sounds like you guys have, too, I hear you about the sense of dread in the morning. I actually looked at my schedule when I got up at 6 this morning, saw that I didn't have any appointments until 11, and buried myself back under the blankets for 2 more hours. Jeff was a morning person and I miss his encouragement in the morning that motivated me to get up and at 'em. Hope tomorrow brings you reason to smile. CJ

I am happy you had a decent evening. Hopefully there will be more and more
Ellen

Sounds like you had a great time! Awesome! That sense of dread thing in the morning? It will pass in time. I'm at 19 weeks now, and finally, when I wake up, I'm not afraid to open my eyes and face the day. I have John's guitars hanging above my bed. I would wake up every single morning and look up and hope these past months have been just a bad dream. I don't do that anymore, reality has just set in and I know this is part of my life now. I
t will get better. I know, I hated hearing that too. But when things get better, you will know it and you won't have that sense of dread anymore. Unfortunately, as all of us hated hearing, "time does heal"
{{{HUGS}}
Julie