I definitely have experienced pain that I felt I could not describe but I dont think I could say it was evil. Not sure what you are experiencing but I would just pray on it and trust in God's strength and protection. This journey is filled with unexplainable feelings but these could be our greatest teachers when we open ourselves up to, and trust in, God's love. Hugs, Bernard

when my husband passed last june 9 after his 40 days i ask our priest to bless our whole house and say a short mass for his spirit i don't know what's your religion but after the blessing of the house it feels peaceful now . Don't know if that help.

Mel - maybe you just had a really bad dream you don't remember and the feeling of the dream is just hanging on. Just a thought. Maybe try to get out today and enjoy nature a bit. Hope your feeling goes away, it must be disconcerting. -Deb

Anxiety has many faces. Do what feels best for you today. if it's your thing, pray and ask for protection and peace.

Could be a build up of anxiety. When that happens I just tell myself it is not real and try to reason things out within myself. Not sure if that makes sense, but anxiety can make you feel very nervous, insecure at times.

It could be the aftermath of your dream which made you feel unsettled and very anxious.

Is your ankle better, can you now walk? Walking in the fresh air, close to nature can also alleviate anxiety. Just a thought.

Hugs.

That's what I call.. "impending doom stage"..... Don't know what it is, but feels bad. Another grieving emotion.

I am walking as of today. In the boot. I went through my house and prayed over all if the rooms. I'm going to trust God now. Thank you.

The first thing I thought was anger. It is very normal to be angry and not at anyone in particular, just downright mad about everything. I felt it often the first year and denied who I was mad at because I knew Don didn't choose to die. I trusted God's plan, so said thought it wasn't him. But I know I was angry, that was certain. Sharon

I felt better after praying and trusting God. I need to stop focusing on this and start doing things.

I agree with the dream thing...I think I have had dreams that I don't fully remember, yet they have set the tone for my day...some times good, some times bad...

Glad your in a boot now too!!

Sharon, your mention of feeling anger, that is exactly what I am going through right now. I am finding I have a great deal of anger build up, and it is released through a breakdown of crying, and those moments are becoming increasingly random. My wife passed 21 weeks ago, and this feeling of anger has been increasing during the past couple of weeks. I think it is due to the feeling of finality growing even more. I know my wife has passed, but accepting this reality is not something I can accept at all.

Just put your trust in God and the feeling will go away...