Today I was assisting my cousin in taking care of this pigeon we found hurt in a wing, when I suddenly started listening to the familiar tunes of "our last music". "Our last music" is how I call this music my partner showed me probably a month ago, in his Iphone, here at our cottage in the country. I had never heard it before he showed it to me, its a new modern tune by a soul singer from England, John Newman, we both loved it, and he was so proud to have been the one showing it to me. He said I was generally the one always introducing him to his favorite things, so this was an exception and he was so happy about it. It was the music we heard the most the last days we were together, including on the beach, we played it again and again. The lyrics resonate with me a lot now, the song is called "Love me again". It was the first song I heard after he passed, right outside his place, it was coming from a cafe that almost exclusively plays eighties music. And I have been listening to it several times since, like today. I understand its a catchy good song, that is likely played on radios continuously, that I am very susceptible right now, and so and so, but there is a part of me -a big part - that feels this can be a meaningful sign of him... Our bond with non-human animals is strong, so that it started playing - it was coming from a nearby tractor - when I was helping the injured pigeon was significant to me, like he was saying "Im glad you are pulling yourself together to do that, thats my little one!". Now I even think maybe I am confused in my thoughts, not just in my emotions, and maybe it was not the first song I heard after he passed, maybe it is just the first song I noticed... But I commented it to some friends, thinking what an interesting coincidence it was. And again today... I want to know if anybody has had these kind of things happening, these "coincidences", or if I am going a little crazy here or what...