Widows & Widowers Support Group
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The waterworks started when I left work on Friday and haven't stopped. I think the reality that he's not coming back is really starting to sink in. His best friend and wife came over yesterday and I cried the whole time they were here. I'm going out to lunch with my mom and sisters today so hopefully that will help. I am so tired of crying. Sorry to be such a Debbie Downer this morning.
Sometimes I start to think, "what happened?" " Where's Morey?" "Come home my sweet love, please come home. I miss you so much. I ache for you."
This can't be real, this isn't the way our life was supposed to go. We were supposed to be together forever.......Where is our forever?
I'm here for you!
Roz
Of all the things I've come to dread, coming into our empty house is very near the top of the list. I've sat in my driveway for over half an hour trying to motivate myself to come inside.
(in a vehicle, not just sitting on the driveway cuzz that would be weird)
I was much better with being alone at times when it was an option. Being apart and coming back together is fun. This is hellish.
Hope your lunch was enjoyable. I'm sorry for all the pain you're experiencing. This doth sucketh mucheth.