So sorry you have to go through this. I lost my wife of 45 years April 3.
There are some good people here who will talk with you. Hope you find some comfort.
Ed

I'm so sorry for your loss, Amy...I lost my husband and partner of nearly 22 years March 19/15 two months after he had been diagnosed with end stage liver disease. I understand the whole denial thing,because I'm still hoping it's a mistake, even though I know it isn't...

Oh Amy! I am so sorry for your loss!! Your time together was so brief!! What a disappointment!! My Bob and I were married almost 41 years! He was my HS sweetheart!! I know the empty feeling you have. A giant hole inside your heart and life! You are not alone!! We are here for you!! And God will help you thru!! I'll be praying that you can get good rest. It is so important!
Karla

So sorry for your loss. You have come to the right place. We all understand. We are or have been where you are. It's a long slow process but keep moving forward looking for the light at the end of the tunnel. It's never going to be the same but you will learn to live with it. Keeping you in my prayers,
Rachel

So sorry Amy. I know how devastating the loss is. My husband was only 46. We have the same anniversary. July 12, 1997. He was sick for 18 months with leukemia. We tried every treatment possible but all failed. I struggle every day, but taking 1 day at a time. Good luck. Hugs!! Donna.

So sorry Amy, I have found so much friendship here in a short time. I understand your post and wish you well. Come here often We hear you

Lisa

Thank you everybody! I'm on my way to work, but I'll add more later. I hope you all have a tremendous day.

Hi Amy! I am so sorry for your loss. Such a young age. We welcome you to the group none of us want to belong to. However, it has been a blessing for all of us on DS. We are here for you so talk away!! Hugs. Sue

So sorry Amy...I wish I could say it gets better, but for me it hasn't. .. and it's been since December 2013. The first year was a blur and I just lived the denial route...now it's like reality has hit and it sucks big time... however people here "get it"...so there's always a positive to the negative. ..prayers for you and all of us here
Heather

Hi Amy,
I am sad and sorry to hear of the loss of your beloved Steven..
It's good you are here, a great place for support...we know and understand what you are going through...
To give yourself time just to process this is so important. Get some rest, take care of your health...we are ready to support you, as much as we can.....
Hugs Sandra

Amy, I'm so sorry for the loss of your husband Steven.

I hope that you will be able to see the rainbows again.

Warmly,
Roz

Amy I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved. My wife's name is Amy and she passed Feb. 13th of this year. She was 48 and her death was sudden and unexpected. I am still and probably will always be devastated by a loss I can make no sense of. She was my world and now my world is shattered and my heart is in pieces. I come here daily and find comfort in talking to the good folks here who know what we are going through like no one else can. Please take care and know we are with you on this awful journey. -Pete