I hated God when he took my hubby from me suddenly 21 months ago. Someone told me to look for signs of contact rather then believe my husband was just dead and gone... Taken and stolen... The 1st thing inoticed were the dragonflies... Everywhere.... Then songs.... Then I couldn't stop seeing the signs.... I may not believe completley in your God, but I believe my husband is still here.... Even though I have found another man to love. My husband answers my questions, he hears my heartache, he smiles at my accomplishments.... I miss his complete and total unconditional gushing love.. I may never feel that loved ever again... But I'm not gonna stop trying.... Thank John for always loving me!!
It is one of those times I feel like I could cry and cry. I don't know what I'm doing. I feel like I am just stumbling through life. I wish I had the answers but I don't. Most things I try end in failure.I'm so lonely but I am not good at making friends even though I am a nice person.
Me and my husband have been together for years I just feel so alone lately....I’m lost right now and not sure what going on I feel like we are slowly drifting apart!!!!!!