I didn't know this group was here. I just recently had joined the other widows and widowers site.
Anyway . I was married to Tommy for 36 years but now he's gone and all I can do is cry and miss him so much :(
He had a heart attack on feb.6.....I think I am okay, no, I'm not, but I think I am okay... No I'm not.
It's a cycle, a roller coaster I don't want to ride :(
This is all just so.... Unreal. Painful
I have no doubt without God and prayer there is no way I could live thur this .
I've lost my dad, a brother, a grandson and my mom and they were all painful but this is so totally different. I hate the thought of anyone going thur this. I wish no one had to :(