Hi, I'm in the same boat as you. I'm a nervous wreak. My surgery is Tuesday and I can't think straight, so many things going on in my mind. So you are not alone. Sending you well wishes and prayers.
I just joined the site today I feel so alone in this. I am 67, hubby in nursing home with alzhiemers and I'm a total wreck.

I was diagnosed in Feb of this year..Had the Surgery.I had 1 more Chemo to go , then radiation,I know how scary it is and the lost of control is hard,I found for me researching what is going to happen next,getting as much information as I can has really help me alot, It gave me some of my control back,Positive outlook really does help you , Sending wishes and prayers your way.

I'm in the same situation, but waiting to find out what stage. Very hard to sleep, crying all the time. Too much unknown! Wondering how I get through each day. It took me about a week to tell my family not knowing when the best time was. Waiting is the worse!

I had no symptoms at all. Last year i went in for my yearly pap smear and they found cells. I then went for the Scraping of uterine lining (not sure what they called it) and that was hell. After they did that i ended up with cramping and abnormal bleeding. Two weeks later i had a Radical Hysterectomy.........a week after that i was told i had stage 1 cancer. All went well, but i had complications that don't normally happen............... but i am alive and i made it thru. From the day they called me and said it was cancer to the day the pulled everything out, it was approx 4 weeks of hell waiting and wondering. I am blessed because that was last October and it showed me that if i can make it thru that hell, i can make it thru the rest of life. Oh don't be kidded, you will always worry and wonder and keep an eye out for symptoms. I hit my 6 month check up in May and all was well, in November i get my 12 month. So be afraid, be scared, be unsure........you are entitled to every thing you feel............ Take care and know you aren't alone....none of us are..

Diagnosed Jan.5 with endometrial cancer. I have CT scans next week and a hysterectomy soon after. Trying not to freak out so much until my tests are done and meet with my oncologist. Then I'll have a better handle on what's going on and how bad. The wait is long and frustrating. Complicated by the fact I have to travel to another island for my tests, appointments and surgery. Sometimes I just need to cry. But no one wants to see me cry. As if drawing attention to the situation makes it worse. Worse for who? Why is it that the most traumatic thing to happen to me is the thing nobody wants to talk to me about? But the people around me can talk to each other about me. For the most part I think I'm pretty positive and optimistic. At times I prefer to being alone when cooling with something difficult until I can wrap my hands around it but it's hard not feeling isolated and lonely. Nobody wants the cancer girl at the party. Nobody wants to be caught alone talking to the cancer in the room. Like its the only thing to talk to me about. My interests, hobbies, pets, likes and dislikes, the things I could talk hours about seem to be irrelevant now. I'm still the same person. Finding it hard to stand strong alone when everyone who you thought cared about you doesn't even want to stand near you.