Well I thought I was further along but i'm really at 7dpo today and I started spotting. I feel so down about it. I know it could be implantation bleeding, but my luck has been so bad, I just don't think there's a way. I've been trying for 9 months now and this is really dragging me down and is a awful trigger for my depression.

I'm even afraid because I'm spotting so early maybe i have endo or some problem. Well I'm going to schedule a doc appt asap along with all my other doc appts. I will be 33 in May and I never thought it would be like this, losing two when I wasn't even trying for a baby, but it hurt like hell, now trying I can't seem to get pregnant. I'm one of those people who expect things to work out right if you do everything like you should, plan, prepare, do this and that...never happens the way you plan though does it.