Day 2 of yet another cycle: I swear I thought this last month was it, I swear I really thought it was our month, but it wasnt. So we are onto our 8th month of ttc :( and Im really starting to believe that there is something worng with me. When we got pregnant the first time, it happened so easily, we werent even tying, it happened in the first month. Now we have been activly trying for 8 months and no luck. I have been charting and i thought we timed everything really well last month but nope :( I have an appointment with a specialist in a week or so and I am so anxious, thinking she is going to tell me that there is something wrong with me and I will never have a baby. I had a 2nd trimester abortion last year in sep. and Im afraid that my uterus became scarred from it. :( Im so scared and frustrated..... hearing about other girls like nikki gives me hope though, Maybe I am just being pesimistic, Im like that. I hope for the best but always plan for the worst, that way if it happens to be an ok outcome I was getting ready for the worst.