Hi Missme,
I want to hold you and tell you it will be OK... I have a Daughter in college and almost missed her HS graduation because of ATN. It's not fair for you to have to deal with this disease as a teenager you should be worrying about what to wear not what to take or do. I don't have the answer for you we all have had different treatments and medications. I will pray for you and hope you are feeling better soon hugs... Karen

I'm so sad to hear what you are going through and being so young. I have a son who is 22 yrs and I would want to die if he ever had this condition.

I don't have any answers for you sweetie!! You've already missed so much and it's terrible. Just make sure you have a great neurologist, that you understand about the different types of TN and what different treatments are offered and the side effects. Read the book "Striking Back" by George Weigel and Kenneth F. Casey, M.D. it has all the information you could ever consider. You can find it at Amazon.com. Keep in mind that what may work for one person may not always work for you. Different patients take different types of meds and have had different types of procedures and surgeries. Just make sure you have a lot of information and physician opinions before you decide on something. The reason I say this is that I have met too many with TN that had procedures that mae them worse because it should not have been done for atypical TN, only classic. There is a difference so just really consider these things.

I wish I could make this go away for you and I wish I had all the answers. You do have people here that understand you and will try to support you as much as possible. I will pray for you and I wish you the best. Keep us posted.

Hugs,
Lynn

Thank you so much for your guy's responses! I finally feel like I'm in a good place with my TN I got on a medication that has made a difference and I honestly don't think doing the surgery is the best option and both my parents agree! I've also decided I'm going to move two hours away next year for college. I am so excited for what life has to hold but I also know TN will pretty much always be a battle of mine but I feel like i've just gotten stronger and more motivated from it because I've learned how precious every moment in life can be! TN isn't anything fun to deal with but almost in some way it's changed my life in a positive way because I've never been so motivated to achieve my goals. I still get a little scared because I really don't want an attack to start again and have to go through hell for another couple months again, I'm trying to just take it day by day though!:)
-Morgan (MissMe23)

first of all i am so sorry you are going through this pain and how incredible strong you are for dealing with this.
because you are young this will help any healing from procedures so this is a good thing!
make sure you really like your neurologist and get a ocuple of opinions before you do anything!
i will send you message too
hugs!

Poor baby...I feel for you..I'm going to tell my story so it will be kind of long, but has a great end ing..promise;-). In 2011, at age 29, I noticed a sharp pain when I brushed my teeth. At the time, like many others, I assumed it was dental related. I went to the dentist and they found nothing wrong. As the weeks went on, the pain started happening when I talked, brushed, washed my face, clenched my teeth, slept, smiled, if the wind blew hard, etc. It was the WORST pain of my life. It felt like an electric shock going off in my the left side of my face by my jaw. Sometimes the pain would be just a quick stab, and other times the pain would vibrate through my face and all I could do was stop all motion and wait until it passed. I would even wake up out of my sleep sometimes from the pain if I accidentally turned on my left side. The pain would last for weeks then go away for a week and I thought it was over. BIG MISTAKE! It came back with a vengeance.
After many painful days and nights, I started looking up my symptoms on the internet (yeah for Google) and the same diagnosis kept coming up..Trigeminal Neuralgia. I was confused because although my symptoms matched, it said that this disease usually showed itself in older individuals and I was only 29. I made an appointment with my physician and after cruelly poking my facing with his finger after I told him my symptoms, he confirmed that although it was rare for my age, I had TN. He prescribed me a steroid prescription and sent me on my way. No further explanation. If I had not already researched this, I would have been lost. So I took the pills, and besides making me gain a couple pounds, the pain remained. By now, I had researched so much about TN, I felt like an expert. I called my physician and asked to be referred to a Neurologist.
Long story short on this part, Before the Neurologist saw me , he sent me to get MRI which was clean so no MS and he spent all of three minutes seeing me, told me I had TN, gave me a prescription for TEGRETOL, and sent me on my way. No further explanation about my disease. He failed to tell me that the Tegretol would make me CRAZY!!!!!!!!! I am a teacher and the Tegretol had me so nuts, some days I couldn't even function. I have a 2 1/2 yr old and between the Tegretol and pain, I'm sure I was a pain for my child.
The Tegretol did help a little but I could not see myself having to live the rest of my life on Tegretol. It would have been HELL!!! I had already researched Gamma Ray treatment and surgery to cut skull open and put something in between nerve and blood vessel. Both did not appeal to me.
THIS IS WHEN IT GETS GOOD!!! I live in Alabama and one day when I was researching, I saw that a Neurosurgeon in Birmingham, AL, Dr. Swaid N. Swaid does something called CYBERKNIFE TREATMENT. CYBERKNIFE is a non invasive radio surgery that is used to treat everything from cancerous and non cancerous tumors and TRIGEMINAL NEURALGIA!!! It beams a high dose of radiation to the area that precisely goes to the spot needed. I felt like this was my only hope. I called to make an appointment and luckily, a referral was not needed since my Dr. and Neurologist were of no help. I went to see Dr. Swaid the next month and he was the first Dr. to sit down and explain exactly what I had and the treatment options. Because of my age, he thought the brain surgery was better but I told him that I would rather do the Cyberknife. The brain surgery, besides be invasive, would make me have to take 2-3 weeks to recuperate while Cyberknife, I would go into treatment 1-5 times, depending on my xray of my nerves and lay on the table for 45 minutes and left the robot do it's thing and get up and be just fine. No pain, no cutting!
Made my appointment for Cyberknife, went in to talk to Radiologist who told me Cyberknife was just as good as the invasive method. He actually drew me a picture to describe what was going on in my face and told me that I was suffering from Trigeminal Neuralgia in my 3rd trigeminal nerve (the one by the lower jawline). After they looked at my
Xray, they decided I only needed one treatment. They made a mold of my face that is like a net they had to put on my face to keep me prefectly still. I laid on the table, listened to the music of my choice, and listened to the robotic arm buzz over my face for @ 40 minutes. Got up and was on my way. I was warned that the results would not be
immediate. The radiation slowly kills the nerve that is being affected. But month after month, sure enough, the pain became less and less. I went to see Dr. Swaid every 3 month for the next 9 months. He said by the 6th month, if the pain was gone, most likely it would be gone forever. The only side effect I have is that sometimes when I chew on that side of my face, because the nerve was killed, I get a little painless tightening in my jaw (like lock jaw) for a few seconds. I laugh because I'll take that anyday over TN and it only happens usually when I chew something really tough on that side
I have been pain free for about a year now but I'll never forget the worst part of my life. I encourage anyone dealing with TN TO DO YOUR RESEARCH and do what is best for you. If you have a Hospital that offers Cyberknife in your area, I encourage you to look into it. Never give up hope that you can't overcome this and know that there are others that have had to deal with this too....You DO NOT have to settle for taking medication for this disease for the rest of your life! RESEARCH, RESEARCH RESEARCH. God Bless!!!