yep, gets confusing for mes too. female? male? femanine? masculine? androgenous? i have cought myself saying so many times lately i wish i could have a shape shifterish body *snork*

oh and a million dollar wardrobe.... we seriously need to change clothes every ten minutes lol

Thanks for the hug, you are so funny... Shape shifting never thought about that. That would be nice.
I am thinking of cutting my hair...

did that. shaved the sides and back. long but tappered on top. need to get it done again. it looks very good when its neat.

Please do what you want, I have found ftm with beards, chest hair, they look like tough males, what I did not know until recently, they do not have a penis. It is a shame they do not have this. Most ftm want the life of a male, do to the saying" it is a man's world" but it does not have to be! I never had testicals, I never shaved, or had an Adam's apple. I had no prostate, but I do have a penis, two ovaries and a uterus. I am know mtf and came out last April and started to dress as female in May. I do not want a man when I transcend. Men ARE SLOBS. They never wash after urinating. How unclean. I think all trans people are cleaner than our counterparts. Male or Female. Do not get discouraged, think positive thoughts. Keep your organs for a while, you still can have a child. I cannot anymore, I am too old. Take care, Hugs! Emily

I can relate to you. I like being a girl, but when I was a kid I was tall and big at an early age and felt like my body was really different from a petite girl's body. I didn't know I had primary lymphedema back then and I was right when I felt like there was something off with my body. I am bisexual but not sure I'd be comfortable in a long term relationship with a woman. I am married to a man. one time, a female friend was drunk and put her arm around me and said "I love you" and I knew what I was feeling was beyond friendship. sometimes, I get a funny feeling knowing my alto voice is deeper than some women's.

I think it is a turn on when men kiss each other as well. my husband scolded me the other day about fondling him too much and accused me of having penis envy. I think I do. that is still one of my fantasies, of being male in that way. on the other hand, I love make up and dressing girly.... I am mixed up

thanks everyone

i am 100% ftm,i don't want to be a girl at all,but i sometimes think or act feminine.there is difference between being a man or a woman inside your head and whether you are girly or boyish.my girly side sometimes comes out,i am also queer/bi. i enjoy sometimes watching guys making out,although i like a girl at a moment.