hey there i totaly understand where you are coming from you are in my shoes about 6 years ago i identafied as a "lesbian" back then and then i went down to a gay bisexual because i found my self attracted to men but gay men when i started to play with my gender isues my self i talked to my shrink and he sugested that i start to chest bind bind my breasts and see if that helps me feel more of who i am soposto be so i tryed that i bought my first binder at www.mangoproducts.net they also have piss and packers and just plain pants stuffers i started to pack when i felt more like a man and finaly realized i would like to go on hormones and now im 2 months in to my hormone tharapy and im starting to realize my true self and i where my "penis" every day and use the mens room just like the rest of the guys it made me feel almost at peice with my self so im now waitin for sergeries but another advice you should try googling pride centers in your area and find out if they have transgender meetings i know in canda where i am i go to two difrent groups one with guys and one with guys and girls of the transgendered comunity and we talk about what were going through how to fix what problems were going through stuff like that let me know if i can help you out more ill be glad to help anytime :)

Thank you so much! I was actually thinking of getting some compression shirts and shorts! ^_^