Tourette Syndrome & Tic Disorders Support Group
This community is dedicated to those afflicted with a tic disorder. A tic disorder is one in which uncontrollable muscle spasms that can range from small annoyances to major disruptive occurrences. .
i was diagnosed with a multiplicitty of tic disorders at around 8 years of age and flippin exhausting it is. primarally because they seemed to be rooted in taboo language. the first scary one was when i called our cat snowbell chickenshit. i also told my dad that god sucks jesus' cock. then i also want to call people nigger and faggot even if they arent gay or black. it might be because im not supposed to say them but it is hard to keep it at bay. and im trying to integrate them into healthy tics so they dont get offended by it. because if the wrong person hears they could beat me up and that might hurt? there is no hatred nor intent to harm, but if i dont tic well it feels like i might have a seizure if i dont ticwell. does anyone experience this kind of thing and not know how to repress/suppress these kind of taboos and hurtful offensive tics!
you have no idea what that means to me. to know that i was heard and that i'm not alone.
have you been ticking since the beginning, like since you were a toddler?
If I try to hold back any tics, it just feels like I'm making them worse and I think it does actually make them worse.
The only time I think I've been able to suppress one was yesterday, after I just started on antibiotics. It adds to my suspicions that researchers are right about the role of infection in tics/TS, but it's mysterious and frustrating that the antibiotics may have stopped having those benefits already, when yesterday they seemed to be helping with all of my various complaints.
Maybe I just ate some of the wrong things, I was getting a bit bored with a very repetitive diet and had another go at a couple of things I was already staying away from. It seems like a number of foods can make my tics or other problems worse, but I still haven't really figured out what or why - possibly because they're starting to cause inflammation that may worsen things, but not at all sure.
I've started on a medication for tics several weeks ago but things certainly aren't well managed yet and the medication hasn't given me the sense of being able to control them, so far they just happen less if I'm sitting when I'm on it.
At least my doctors aren't arguing with me about the Tourette's like they do with some of the things I think I have, I was worried they wouldn't think it was Tourette's because it started so late in life, after I was past 50. I can't think of anything that sounds like I had it any earlier.
So, as for you, I don't feel like I'm going to have a seizure if I don't give into the tic right now, but I did feel that way back in 5th grade at times. So, yeah, I've been there, too.
And fuck the NWO and their made-up issues they threw at us, such as racism and social stuff!! Maybe it'll help a little to know that that crap was just their agenda to control us, hurt us, and kill/rule us all. THEY are and have been wrongfully guilting and banning everything if you haven't noticed. So, ask yourself - is shouting out all the banned speech and views the kind of life that I want? In my opinion, white people have every right to be pissed at the wrongful treatment of us for no good reasons the last 10 years, while our race and culture is being exterminated at the same time. The only thing to hate, look down on, fight, and control is the NWO. Maybe feeling like you have the right to true freedom and saying those names at a lower volume with your friends might help lessen those urges a little. I wish you luck.