to say hello.. no major changes for me.. Passed the 2 year point on 7/10/13... I am not quite as miserable today as I was back then .. My life is altered forever, and is no where near as full and enjoyable as it was pre T.. However, these days I can get through each day without wishing I was dead.. I guess thats something.. I pray for continued positive progress in my reaction, as I know the T is here forever, and maybe by the 3 year mark, my THI score will slip once and for all into the "severe" classification, as opposed to catastrophic, where its remained for the past 2 years.. So as In past updates, I am still here, still dealing with life, and am still at least slightly hopeful for somewhat better days ahead...

btw, cancelled my CBT.. It was a waste, although the psychologist tried her best.. I am the same coming out as i was going in... Time has been the only thing that has helped.. Just time, and acceptance..
Slow going in my dealings with T.. Painfully slow.. However, painfully slow progress is better than none..
Th one thing that scares me is the possibility,that even though my T is the loudest thing in my life, all day every day, it may some day get even louder.. Not sure I can deal with that... If it stays as is, in another 2 years, I might be "acceptably habituated"... Time will tell.

. I wish each of you continued healing, peace , tranquility, and in the very near future, a REAL and effective treatment, that will bring relief to every one that is afflicted with T....bob