Hi dix and all hens that follow

What a mix up! I hope you get that sorted out.
Ive been hoovering and moping floors and even managed to do some more decorating in the down stairs loo!

Time to share.. i wish i was never born, ive always wished i were never born, even as a child as i cried myself to sleep, i'm pretty certain that in ten years time i'm going to feel exactly the same.
Just finding things hard to cope with at the moment, i think thats why ive been trying to keep myself really busy, but its moments when i stop, those horrible thoughts that i dont want to think go swirling around my head.
sorry to get really heavy, just need to get it out there.

Take care hens, glad your there

Empathy sweetie, I don't know what you have or haven't done or tried but it sounds like you need some professional help whether it be a change in meds, an increase or therapy. It is miserable to feel the way you do ...I know, and you deserve to feel better! Think about it. PM me privately any time you need to just ramble away if you want. I've been through a lot. That's what brought me here to DS....was going to end it all one night, so I know how bad it can get. I've been in many different stages. The deep dark hole, the run away from it all...you name it...and I'm telling you it doesn't have to feel this way. You just have to find what works for you and or find someone who can help you.

And of course it always helps to have a friend to talk to....I'm here if you need an ear.

I've been really depressed lately. Yea I've been through a lot and I am prone to deep depression so I think mine is situational. I think I just really need something positive in my life. I am seriously going to have to find something I can volunteer at I think. I also need to get out and be around people a little more.

Hang in there
Big hugs

Hello dear hens,

Kim, wow what a huge mix up at Walgreens!
I sure hope that they get it all figured out.

Empathy, I am so sorry for what you are going through.
I agree with the things that Kim brought up like therapy or maybe a different med for depression.
We all sure have been through so many bridges to cross in our lives.
I wish you the best while dealing with all of these feelings!

Well as far as I am concerned… Today was resting all day except for taking a shower and picking up the house from everything that we bought home Sat morning.
I am sure that you all know how that is.. you come home and everything seems to just get dumped all over.

I will keep my friends in the coop in my thoughts and prayers that things start to go our way. Also that we can all fine some peace today!!

Warm hugs

Kim what a mess on scripts. Sure does sound like they filled your script for T. Wish the pharmacy could sort it before you had to go to police station to file report and back to doctors. This you don't need. I hope home nurse visit went well and that T will go to doctor for recheck and soon feel like getting out to see family and friends,

Empathy i agree with Kim that med change and talking can help. Another I am thinking of is to make a list of what in your life makes you unhappy. After the list then make a list of what you can do to change it. Mind you may not solve it entirely but maybe have compromises or goals to work towards changing it round. This is where a good therapist can help you. There are two kind of therapists. One looks at your past to see where you are today. The good kind looks at today and helps you move on with constructive suggestions and sound
Information. Through talk they are able to help you see more clearly the issues at hand. Either way I think you are a stand up gal to share a home with mum and dad and you always have so many good ideas. You deserve happiness and I am ever so happy you were born.

Cindi I do know the unloading from a trip. The sorting and such. Our hardest unload is coming from Aunt't farm. We are always loaded with fresh eggs, caned home grown vegetables, quilts for the Children's Hospital and miscellaneous items.in the summer it is fresh produce. I love going but it takes time to sort it all out.
I hope you are feeling better after your VDay outing.

We made a new recipe of chicken chili and it was yummy. Better than any I have had in a restaurant. The prep is a bit more than some might like but once you get in crockpot it is good to go after 6 hours on high. The kitchen smelled really good. I would do it again. Next time I would use skinless deboned chicken thighs instead of skin on and on bone. I also think I would chop onion and cut up pobablo pepper the night before and the garlic cloves. My friends are all pushing me to Pinterest so I guess it is time. Have yet to use it except for some recipe posted on here.

Soon we will be grilling and doing salads.

Sending out good wishes and prayers for all our hens who are in pain, recovering, going through some life challenges and those braving the storms in life.

Love to all the hens

hiippy