I am getting more and more anxious as the months go by.
With the uncertainty regarding moving schools next year, I am worried about both what will happen if I do move and if I don't.
I couldn't get to sleep last night because my mind was going haywire with all these thoughts. I was exhausted, but I just couldn't sleep.
I don't want to go to school, the fear of the other students slowly eating away at me.
I don't like attention being drawn to me, and I get sent into a panic if my homeroom teacher even so much as looks at me in the mornings.
Getting called on to speak and such in class isn't too bad because I am used to everyone in my class, but I still find it so difficult.
I have been having 'breakdowns' more often also, finding myself feeling so bloody fragile, like if someone so much as breathes in my direction I'll burst into tears. I have been finding myself crying on the floor of a bathroom stall more times then I'd like to admit, but I guess that's better than crying in front of my whole class.
I just don't know what to do, I don't have anyone who I feel I can really talk to all this about. I have no one to listen. No one who understands what I am going through. I am alone.
I identify as bisexual, but now I am thinking that I may be pansexual. I am a bit confused still because it wasn't too long ago that I came out as bi to my mom, dad and soon to be stepmom and my dad and soon to be stepmom didn't take it very well, and if I were to tell them that I think I am pan, I'm pretty sure they are gonna want to bathe me in holy water lol. (Family is very religious so...
Hey guys. Um....I think I am questioning my sexual orientation...and my gender?Okay...long story short, I have had strange feelings of being male, as well as female. I loved the style and personalities of most males, as well as females. I mostly identify as female, but the feelings of being male too is still in my head. I will keep....well...woman parts......To be completely honest, I feel like I...