Hi Cherry,
I heard him!
I have been overload too cherry.
When I woke up today I felt I had woken out of a long dream.
Maybe this funk is breaking off me.
With all the prayers for me I know it is time.
I am so thankful for lucid thoughts and
a relaxed body this morning.

I am going to take it and run with it.
I like to pray when I feel like this.
So I am off to begin.
I will say a prayer for all here. Love you.Pauli

Good morning you two....the both of you have had a horrible time lately and it's time to shake it off lady's or the little stick will be returning.....

For me just trying to get things wrapped up. Yesterday I clean the main floor and then the refrigator guys came. The frig didn't fit under the cabinet so hubby had to shave it. It looks like I haven't dusted in years. I have dust caked everywhere. I just can't seem to get a head.

Had a little excite yesterday. My daughter thought her water broke and because the baby would have been way to early and she a type 1 dietetic there was lots of excitement. Come to find out see peed herself . She was in the bathroom when it happen and had just went. Can you imagine the embaresment ......LMBO

Cherry and Pauli...good to hear from you with feelin' a little better..(Cherry..I couldn't figure the date either.)
Or is Pauli a little better and you're just showin' up, Cherry?
11LY....is there such thing as getting ahead? It's a moms perogative to LHBO at daughter.
It seems I never stop saying I'm physically lousy, but keeping my spirits up.......

Good days to all...hope you all have some peace today.....hugs.....jc..

Good morning everyone.
Cherry and Pauli...you so need a break. I hope its soon.
11...oh that would be embarrising lol!!! But what an excitting time.

As for me....I feel like I have been hit by a truck. OMG this is so hard. I have so much to do. Hubby is still kinda driving me crazy...but interesting enough, he kinda understanding how it feels to live in my shoes. He feels so bad. We are getting along really good though and the girls are being sooo good. I still havent made it to get my daughters plates on her car so it is still at our neighbors shop. I kow she is anxious to get it but hasn't complained at all. Maybe today I can fit it in. Going to my PM dr this morning, then have to get our dogs to the groomers...my avitar is Molly and we have a boy Teddy. They are shit-zu/bishon mixes and desperately need to be groomed. Then I have to get some groceries or no one will be eating. UGHHHH
I didn't get to talk to my brother yesterday so I am not sure how he is. I am going to call his nurse to find out what is going on.

I saw someone on here recently said....that which doesn't kill us makes us stronger....well....I better be REAL strong when this gets better!!! LOL

Have a great day everyone!!
Autumn

Morning all (notice I omitted 'good'). I am awake but not out of bed yet. Took my morning meds and I'm waiting. I have physio in an hour so I'll be getting up soon regardless how I feel but I'm still feeling the affects of the 4 hr shift at work yesterday. I'm kinda lost today. I have another shift tomorrow; I know I can't do 4 hrs but having to go to HR and tell them I need to leave just kills me. I didn't think it would bother me so bad. I've been telling myself for the last 3 weeks that this isn't going to work out, I know I can't do full time but I never envisioned how it would play out and how much crow I would have to eat before its over. I think something deep inside me just can't admit failure and that's what it feels like. Also the idea that I might never be able to work again its hard to swallow.

Oh well, for today I just have to go to physio and prepare myself mentally for tomorrow. I'm really feeling like I need a therapist to get through this. Work has a free service I'll have to look up the phone number and call. I guess part of the problem for me is I don't trust myself. Am i just being a baby, am I copping out too soon,how much pain should I reasonably live with? I have so many questions and doubts. Damn I wanted this to be easier!

Good Morning Ya'll!

Cherry, glad to see you start the morning. Yes, it is Thursday the 23 of February. Last I checked...it is still 2012 too...although, the other day I accidently wrote 2001 on a check! HA!

Pauli, YAY and PTL that you are in better spirit and body today. Every little bit counts don't it? I am so glad to see you able to type and participae more.

JanCam, HUGS and good morning to you! Keeping your head above the drowning point is sometimes the only thing you can do. It is a struggle but, you are still trying and that is worthy and good. It is sooooo much easier to just go to the bad places. Stay strong my friend.

Autumn, you need a vaca from family! I am glad that hubby is getting a taste of what life is like daily for you. You might want to gently remind him if he get snitty that he at least KNOWS without a doubt that the pain will end and he will return to normal. I am glad that you are all getting a long well these days too. Your house will wait my friend...sometimes the only thing you can do is to keep it functional. Deal with he family stuff and let the rest go.

ME>>>>>My sleep is off last night again, probably because I took a nap yesterday. At least I am getting some sleep. This morning, I have already had my bath, changed jammies and I am enjoying my coffee.
My disability attorney wants to send me to a psychologist for testing etc for mental health. I am scared to death that he/she will just report that I am looney fruit cake! I probably am but, I am ignorant to it and that is good.
My doc filled out all my disability forms and I went to get the copy which they could not find. DARN IT! I really want to know what she said on it. I know she supports me and she has voiced how very serious my impingements are...I would just like to see what she wrote.
Anyway, HUGS and support to you all my friends.

I am so sorry that everyone is having such a hard time. If I could wave a wand and make you all better, I would.

SSL>>>I feel for you. I was in such denial about not being able to work that I was let go from 7 jobs before I figured it out. There was a piece Duckie wrote recentely that said it so well. I'll see if I can find it or ask her. Hang in there. It takes awhile to get it all figured out.

Sending hugs, love, and comfort.

Tonna

SSL>>>>It was on Yesterday's check in...LOL! Last reply.

Good morning everyone,

Still kicking. Just another day of R&R for me. I'll try not to sleep the whole day away today.

Mike

Hello all....hope youre all well....got me a walking stick today yay...its helpful...hugs all round xxx

Hello All! I am sorry I have not been in contact lately.... I have a friend that overdosed on heroin after being clean for 2 yrs. He has no hope for survival. The family is fixing to pull the plug as they say cause he has been on life support since then. As I said I apoligize and will try to check in when I can...... I just have sooooooo many things to sort out right now. I saw my psych doc yesterday and he is changing my meds. As you all know I always am dealing with the neck pain and the MRSA which is never ending and fighting with disability...... I just have alot on my plate! I will check in when I can ....just don't be alarmed if I don't for awhile. Randy

Randy I'm so sorry to hear about your friend. We understand what its like when life becomes overwhelming and we're either super busy or just so mentally strained that we 'zone out' and just look after the day to day. We miss you but we'll be glad to hear from you whenever you can check in with us. Take care of yourself well and we'll see you when we see you. Big comforting hugs,
ssLisa

Hi everyone,

I'm feeling a bit sick with stomach flu and it's been a week already. I hope it passes soon because I just don't know what to eat and I'd like to enjoy eating again. Very tired too.
I hope everyone has a better day today. Sounds like hugs are in order.
(((((((Big hugs))))))),
Ama