First let me say I understand how you feel. I am so so sorry for your loss. No words can be said to ease the pain. I can only weep with those who weep. There is nothing you could have done. Your child's life was in the hands of God, and his plan for that child was not under your control. I have spent some of the last couple of years (since my daughter passed) angry at God. Now however...I have learned to find my strength in Him. He promises to always be with us. I pray he will be with you today.

TEARZ, THANK YU SO MUCH...BUT ITZ SO SO HARD, ITZ ONLY BEEN A MONTH SINCE I LOST MY LEILA ND I BEEN DRINKING EVERY NITE JUST SO I KAN SLEEP AT NITE..TEARZ..IT KILLZ ME TO THINK OF HER SMILE ND HER..THIS WHOLE IN MY HEARTE IS SO HEAVY THAT I CANT DO IT ANYMORE...TEARZ

So sorry for the loss of your adorable little girl. It has been a bit over 8 months since I lost my son Luke. Time hashelped me to figure out how I can go through the rest of this life without my baby, though in the first two months it is hard to even try and grasp that. The quesions can make you crazy, because there can never be an acceptable answer at least in this life of why your baby is not here with you. It is not fair and you did nothing to deserve this. Big hugs!