I forgot to post after christmas because of all the craziness... but i meant to tell you all how much you have influenced and helped me through this last month. O my way to see Sophia on christmas i was feeling so bad about everything, and watching cars drive by and wondering why nothing bad was happening to them, why they were happy on christmas and we were driving to our daughters grave. And I was feeling so alone. Then I started thinking about all of you feeling the same way, and all the posts you guys put up about how hard its been, and esp. Kayleesmommy because her baby's loss was so fresh.
I was just thinking of all of you and all your precious babies and how i knew i wasn't alone and that all of you were feeling exactly like i was that day and i prayed for all of your babies and for all of you. I hope you all find strength here like i have... i don't think i would've made it without you all! I hope your new year is full of happiness and better days and that you find a way to live with your lost angel in your heart. I love you all : ) HAPPY 2011!!