Stillbirth Support Group
This community is dedicated to those who have been impacted by a stillbirth. A stillbirth occurs when a fetus which has died in the uterus, during labor, or during delivery exits a woman's body. For help and support, share your experiences and learn how others coped. Don't forget that you are not alone.
"The moment that you left me,
my heart was split in two
one side was filled with memories
the other side died with you.
I often lay awake at night when the world is fast asleep
and take a walk down memory lane
With tears upon my cheek.
Remembering you is easy, I do it everyday
but missing you is a heartache that never goes away.
I hold you tightly within my heart and there you will remain
you see life has gone on without you, but will never be the same."
I was doing ok..... learnig to and trying to live life some home how after my son's unexpected dead...... I was watching a movie with my husband... and there was a happy couple expecting their first baby boy.... it reminded me of myself... my happy moments while pregnant. Life is so unfair. It' s being 4 days after I watched the movie and I just being feeling soooo sad, depress... a part of me wish I was gone.... gone with my son. A part of me is happy that everyday that passes by is a day closer to with him. Life is jot thesame with out him :'(.
my heart was split in two
one side was filled with memories
the other side died with you.
I often lay awake at night when the world is fast asleep
and take a walk down memory lane
With tears upon my cheek.
Remembering you is easy, I do it everyday
but missing you is a heartache that never goes away.
I hold you tightly within my heart and there you will remain
you see life has gone on without you, but will never be the same."
I was doing ok..... learnig to and trying to live life some home how after my son's unexpected dead...... I was watching a movie with my husband... and there was a happy couple expecting their first baby boy.... it reminded me of myself... my happy moments while pregnant. Life is so unfair. It' s being 4 days after I watched the movie and I just being feeling soooo sad, depress... a part of me wish I was gone.... gone with my son. A part of me is happy that everyday that passes by is a day closer to with him. Life is jot thesame with out him :'(.
Marthar1201
*Every day that passes by is a day closer to be with him ... Life is not the same without him.
AngelEmmaRose
You're right. My life is a shadow of it's former self. Everything is mechanical and just me getting through the day.
zinger14382
I find myself angry when I see babies in public, or things on TV, or pictures on facebook, the whole why did my baby die but everyone else gets to be happy goes through my mind, and I try to do something else because it's just not fair and I don't know what to do with those feelings.
Marthar1201
Youw know what gets me mad.... people who dont appreciate their time with the kids.... I know firends, family members and coworkers who spend time.... or i should say most of the time on their phones/tablets facebook..... you know how mich I wosh I had my don here to spend every minute every second with him as possible. People take life for granted... they take their kids for granted. Ues its ok to post pics. On fb once in a while but why not simply cherish the time with them...
Celian
Marthar, our babies didn't leave (that is something done willingly), they were taken from us (I am sure against their will too!).
princessevelyn
This was a great poem. I hate that we all have to feel this way and society around us moves on as usual while we're stuck in this dimension. Life still goes on but it's masked by pain, sadness, sorrow, frustration, and anger. At the end of the day, these masks get removed and the true feelings come out along with the tears for our angels. Life every day now is a challenge. I get told all the time that your baby is with you and doesn't want to see her mommy sad. It's easier said than done. I know my Evelyn doesn't want to see me sad or hear me crying but at the same time, she knows that I am missing her and that these tears are tears of pain that I do not get to hold her or hear her cries. I know the pain doesn't go away or get better but somehow, someway, I will find a way to deal with it better.We all will.
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