Stillbirth Support Group
This community is dedicated to those who have been impacted by a stillbirth. A stillbirth occurs when a fetus which has died in the uterus, during labor, or during delivery exits a woman's body. For help and support, share your experiences and learn how others coped. Don't forget that you are not alone.
Sometimes I can't breathe.
Sometimes I can't get out of bed.
Sometimes I want to cry all day.
Sometimes I feel so empty.
Sometimes I want to scream!
Sometimes I can't even imagine tomorrow because today hurts so bad.
Sometimes I am so jealous of other people that I can't be happy for them.
Sometimes I feel like it was my fault.
Sometimes I think I'll never be happy again.
Sometimes that day plays over and over in my head like a movie.
Sometimes I think its a nightmare and then realize its real.
Sometimes I want to be with him again so bad it hurts.
Sometimes I hold his stuffed animal and wish it was him.
Sometimes I want to lie to people and tell him he's fine.
Sometimes I just want people to ask me how I am and really mean it.
Sometimes I feel horrible that I couldn't give him a son.
Sometimes I want it all to end so I can be with him again...
Sometimes I can't get out of bed.
Sometimes I want to cry all day.
Sometimes I feel so empty.
Sometimes I want to scream!
Sometimes I can't even imagine tomorrow because today hurts so bad.
Sometimes I am so jealous of other people that I can't be happy for them.
Sometimes I feel like it was my fault.
Sometimes I think I'll never be happy again.
Sometimes that day plays over and over in my head like a movie.
Sometimes I think its a nightmare and then realize its real.
Sometimes I want to be with him again so bad it hurts.
Sometimes I hold his stuffed animal and wish it was him.
Sometimes I want to lie to people and tell him he's fine.
Sometimes I just want people to ask me how I am and really mean it.
Sometimes I feel horrible that I couldn't give him a son.
Sometimes I want it all to end so I can be with him again...
I can most relate to people asking me how I'm doing just for the sake of small talk and then thinking I'm so negative or not taking me seriously when I'm honest. And the part about jealousy overtaking the happiness for someone. It's been over a year and I still Sometimes (more like Quite Often) replay that day in my head too.
I hope that you are having more good times than bad. *Hugs*