I dont think it sounds crazy, ever since I lost Wyatt I have mentioned wanting to talk to Sylvia Brown. I love watching Montel when she is on!

Of course it is your decision, but as a Christian, I have to say that I would disagree with anyone seeing a psychic. In my opinion a psyhcic has its basis in occult practices and as a Christian I believe that it would harm rather than help you. I totally understand your desire to see, hear and know that your baby is alright, but for me I turn to God alone, he comforts me and helps me to realise that Bailey is in a better place than I could ever imagine.

I want to know how this goes! Please add the outcome to this discussion... Forget about the occult stuff - I reckon if you saw a psychic God will still let you into heaven! The thought of seeing one myself has crossed my mind, & I have 'contacted' my father this way before, but am too scared just now to try 'talk' to Willow through a medium...
Dee.

I'm sorry - u can't just 'forget' about the occult stuff. It is serious. I know everyone has their opinions and thats absolutely great, but as your fellow mum in mourning, I wanted to let you know how dangerous mediums are. I hope you understand that I say this in love. If you do end up going, I hope you'll be okay. I know how deep the pain can go in our hearts. Thinking of you, Es.

Hi ya hun
I have seen one-well a spiritlist, which is pretty much the same. I talked to my baby boy but thu his gardian who is my aunty who passed when i was 11 months. Because the babies are so young is it hard for them to explain which is y they have a gardian sometimes the gardian is a family memeber or friend, sometimes it is a completely different person youve never even met. Im not sure if this helps. Please let me no how things went

Well, I went through with it, and I feel like I got the answers I was seeking. I feel much calmer, I have a peace now. The woman we saw is a medium so she has guides that talk through her to both of the realms, living and spiritual. Hannah was there, and I believe this whole heartidly. She was there, and she told me that she made the decision not to stay, that she knew from the start, and that I knew too, which, I always had an intuition that she would pass. I did have a missed miscarriage at 12 weeks, where the doctor told me that it stopped from happening. Hannah told me that she is happy, she is with my grandmother, among others, I apperently have a lot of angels around me. Hannah says that she didn't want to be the first born because first borns have too much responsibility and she will return to us in a different child, a 2nd or 3rd, and she would prefer to have an older brother if possible. Hannah told me that she was not in pain, she is actually very happy, and it was nothing medically wrong, and nothing that I did, or that I could have changed, her decision. She told me that she came to me to teach me to grieve at this time so that I could help others, teach others how to heal. I was very nervous about what would happen but am glad that I did it. I was given a sense of peace, I feel like my head is much clearer. I have a better energy about myself, and now know that I will be able to heal myself in the process of helping others. She was a gift to me that was able to also give me a gift. She is always with me, figuritively and literally. I feel much better. Don't get me wrong, it doesn't kill, numb, or anything else the pain, that is still there and very real, but it does make it bearable.

Wow good for you. I want to go but I am too scared. I guess I am afraid of what I might hear (I feel very guilty because I was so worried my whole pregnancy that I actually caused myself to have high blood pressure----the doctors say that Gavin did not die because of it but I really think he did) I really want him to know how much I love him and how much I really wanted him so one day I hope I can get over my fear......Now about you saying that Hannah may come back in another one of your children.....do you really believe that? I ask only because a part of me has always believed that Gavin would come back to us in a healthy living child. When I told the very few people that I felt comfortable enough with, they looked at me like I was crazy. I am currently a little over 6 weeks pregnant and I would like to think that maybe it is the same spirit (or something)as my Gavin. Sorry to be so long winded I just think it is great that you had the courage to go. I am glad you found some peace.

I believe with all of my heart that Hannah is coming back to me in another child. Not just because she told me but because I have dreams about it. I can picture what she will look like.

Thats is wonderful!~ thank you for sharing your experince. I have heard alot of angels come back thu the second child!! xxx good luck