Stillbirth Support Group
This community is dedicated to those who have been impacted by a stillbirth. A stillbirth occurs when a fetus which has died in the uterus, during labor, or during delivery exits a woman's body. For help and support, share your experiences and learn how others coped. Don't forget that you are not alone.
On September 18th it was 1 year since I lost my precious baby boy to stillbirth at 32 weeks. Not a single day or night has passed when I had not remembered or missed him. Getting pregnant after 4 years of trying and waiting for a miracle and then losing that precious pregnancy when I was just a few weeks away from my due date, is so hard.
No one mentioned my baby on his anniversary because people think it will make me upset , not knowing I have never forgotten him.
Infertility was hard and now although I experienced pregnancy and childbirth , I am again back in that dark empty feelings. Time passed away, but it seems it all happened just yesterday when I was in the hospital, my obstetrician shouting at me that my blood pressure is shooting up and I can have a stroke or brain hemorrhage. My baby was already dead and I wanted to die too, I was least concerned about what would happen to me and these flashbacks haunt me every night. I wanted to cry but I was in disbelief, in just a few moments my life changed for ever. All the congratulations I was supposed to receive changed into sorry for the loss.
I am still hoping and praying for another miracle, also trying the treatments that I could afford but no luck .
This one year was hard , but I have learned to live with the pain of my loss. It has made me strong and increased my belief in God and brought me more closer to Him.
No one mentioned my baby on his anniversary because people think it will make me upset , not knowing I have never forgotten him.
Infertility was hard and now although I experienced pregnancy and childbirth , I am again back in that dark empty feelings. Time passed away, but it seems it all happened just yesterday when I was in the hospital, my obstetrician shouting at me that my blood pressure is shooting up and I can have a stroke or brain hemorrhage. My baby was already dead and I wanted to die too, I was least concerned about what would happen to me and these flashbacks haunt me every night. I wanted to cry but I was in disbelief, in just a few moments my life changed for ever. All the congratulations I was supposed to receive changed into sorry for the loss.
I am still hoping and praying for another miracle, also trying the treatments that I could afford but no luck .
This one year was hard , but I have learned to live with the pain of my loss. It has made me strong and increased my belief in God and brought me more closer to Him.
Joke around about my husband and Inandntalk as if he was here with us. I am 100% you baby in Heaven had a blast on his 1st bday. For Eli's bday we had cake played music..
And remembered his as the little jumping bean that he was whenever we played music.
Asima you are for ever in my prayers. Hugs your way my dear friend. Happy belated birthday to baby Ab
Hugs momma.
Celian,
Sinza's mom