I have so many happy memories from Molly's life. Towards the end of the pregnancy from about 7 months on Molly had hiccups just about everyday and usually in the morning. I loved getting that constant reminder that she was doing well in there. My favorite memories (that do make me very sad now) are sitting with her big sister. Each night when Molly's big sister Megan was getting ready for bed we would rock in her chair and read books and when it was time to go to bed Megan would kiss my tummy - her little sister- and tell her that she loved her. That memory haunted me for the first few weeks after Molly died. Now it makes me sad, but happy to know her big sister loved her so much. I am so glad I got to know Molly. I feel lucky and honored that I'm the only one who really did.

My whole pregnancy, both of us were just in awe, because she was our first. We loved it when I started to feel her move - she would always dance so much at dinner time. She was a stinker - many times she would stop dancing just as daddy came over to feel. She had hiccups almost every day starting in the 7th month. Seeing her on our first and only ultrasound - was a very incredible moment, just as hearing her heartbeat for the first time. My belly button was a constant source of weirdness - and it made my husband laugh so hard on father's day when I blew my nose and it would pop out - then go back in. That was a few weeks before she was born. We were both so amazed at how my body changed - how big my belly got.

One morning - she was dancing up a storm as she usually did when I woke up - I had my husband put his hand on my belly, and we both just laid there, feeling her solo recital. He said, "Oh Wow," at how much she was dancing. It was incredible. I miss her.

It's great to see you are remembering all the positive things about being pregnant with your angel. I know it will be hard but keep focusing on the positive!!

I remember how much Junior moved. He would never stop! My husband and I would laugh and plan his life. We figured he was going to be a major league pitcher and make lots of money so he could take care of mom and dad. Lol!

I also remember our first ultrasound and all of a sudden he did this huge jump with his whole body. The technician asked me what I ate and we all had a good laugh.

That's for making me remember those times. I felt good. I really miss my boy.

Probably my earliest happy memory was from my week 8 ultrasound. Colin's movements looked like he was doing abdominal crunches. We knicknamed him our little cruncher. He often got the hiccups after each meal which always made me smile. At night, around 9, I would usually get a terrible craving to eat something 'naughty'. I don't normally eat chocolate (I know...a bit strange), but man was I crazy for chocolate during my pregnancy. My husband is a chocoholic so I know Colin got it from him...any way, my husband had to make a pan of brownies every week and I would have a bownie and vanilla ice cream sunday about 3 nights a week. We called my late night snacks Colin's "sweet treat". He loved them. Finally, my nighttime ritual right before I got into bed, I would lotion up my belly and give it a loving rub, crawl into bed and talk a little bit to him. He also talked back with some movements...nothing big or hurtful, just enough to say hi and goodnight.

I miss him and everything about being pregnant so much. It is nice to share the happy memories and relive a happy time with our angels. Thanks! :)